Well i’m the only child now… its supposed to be Jayson,Me,Alex,and Matt… but those 3 passed away.. but last year i came to Liberty and met the 3 replacements who keeps my head up high.. they never let me give up. thxs Mikey,Tony,and Kenny. for actually carin ^.^
when will i get to see my biological dad again? …. i miss him.. those days we went fishing, boxing eachother, modding cars, partying with the fam, shootin roman candles at cars… i love you dad.. i hope your still healthy and strong like that day me n mommy left… i regretted doing the shit i did on the days i had with you… you asked me if i wanted to go to work with you.. i said “no” and stayed home and watched tv… i shudve spent more time with you. now i havent seen you in 2 years. havent talked to you since summer of 09’ and iono if i will even see you this summer. Just know that i will always love you no matter whut.. yur the best dad a kid could ask for. i remember those last words you told me before me and mommy went on the plane. ” Keep mommy safe, even if it causes you YOUR life, i swear on my life i will kill the guy who killed you. good luck son. i’ll miss you.” in my life there were only 4 people who cared 2 died 1 changed all i have left is you… i hope you stay the same. you didnt care how much things caused i tried my best to save you money but you bought me alot every Christmas. You taught me how to shoot my first gun. How to kill with my bare hands. how to dis arm a robber. how to drive. how to rev. how to use a stick shift. but most importantly you taught me how to be a Strong Man.
The eldest child dubbed the disgrace to the family.
I’ve been asked to eat dinner, I go downstairs, nobody talks to me, my food setup is on the dining table while the rest of my family, and extended families sit on the floor in another room. I already know my place in the family, and that’s no…
Knowing that you happy with him brought the tears down to my face...
It kills me deep inside that your no longer with me Since you went away since you went astray i feel alone and guilty// Knowing that you happy with him brought the tears down to my face.// But i wish for the best you deserve nothing less so forget about the rest just relieve all your stress// you found a better man, so put your trust in him If it makes you happy, than dont let go and hold on to him// Just dont never ever forget how much i loved you. Cause if i could, i’d turn back time and prove how much i loved you.//
I love you babe.. I can’t believe i lost you, im sorry for what ever i did to lose your love. You Deserve better and im clearly not the one. I couldnt go to sleep knowing that the only girl i love left me stranded in the desert of loneliiness . If i had one last chance i’ll promise i’ll try my best to make it work. after all the things we did and the memories we share i just cant let you go like that, i gotta keep holding on no matter how thick or thin the love is. I Love you Now, I loved you Yesterday, and i’ll love you tomorrow. I just want you to know that i’ll always love you, after all the countless tears i shed and the blood i watch drip from my heart, i will always love you no matter what.. please come back..
AHA yesterday wus HELLA FUN. Well it started off slow. So me and David were there like at fucking 10am and andy was there since 7am(dumbass) lol than like at 12 mikey and daisy came than 10 mins later A7 and Giang Came. so we chilled for about a good hour than vy and eleanor came. than pretty much we sat there. and Vy n Eleanor went to go get nancy and Andrea xD. we walked around and Vy n Eleanor just ran off somewhere. ppl made me and a7 call Vy n Eleanor just cuz they’re our gf. lol so i eventually found them but i saw 2 frail ass guys with them so i sent kenny to follow and i hit up A7 told him wassuh n pretty much nigka got heated, and wanted to drop them.
We met up with Andy and Bi, we found out they wanted to drop the same guys cuz they look gay lmfaoo. so we called them out they got racist a7 confronted them. the tall nigka said “hilarious asians arent gon do shit” aha nigka try to act hard till i charged his ass up yea son who studderin ” i i i ii i am no no not ra racist to asians”. we still wanted their asses.
We found them again but Eleanor held me back Vy n Andrea held bacc A7, Andy shudve stucc that nigka.
but i chilled after and Eleanor and vy left</3 so me,andrea,andy,bi,jensen,a7,and kenny chilled till like 9 than we left. LOL jensen’s mom just walked up to him n hit him…embarressing… but yea it was fun yesterday i got cocc blocced by Mikey n Nancy >.> wat assholes ima coccblocc u guys worst one day watch ur self.